February 2011
I demand you ask me extremely personal questions.
January 2011
Pandora Wisdom to Fall Asleep
“These small hours still remain.”
“Round here, we all look the same.”
“God damn the wounds that show how deep a word can cut.”
goodmorningmylove:
kujmous replied to your post: Well shit, now its 3 goals.
ugh
4. :D
I just snorted. You made my day.
I Have Been Lazy Today
Red Lobster tonight… then crashing.
Perfect Snow
The snow is falling slowly, and there is very little wind. The flakes are quite large, but they are not accumulating.
It is quite pretty, and there is nothing to shovel. This windowless office sucks right now.
Questions for y'all...
Answer/Respond accordingly:
Don’t give up today. Thank you for such pretty words. After what we’ve shared, for you to not have words is frightening. I hope you’re feeling better. I am sorry that it still hurts. Thank you for the laughs. Sorry for your loss. We’ve never spoken. I miss you. Who are you? I can’t wait to read about it. When you quote them, I...
Gonna have me some curry tonight and try to get some sleep. I hope you are all getting the rest and nutrition you need.
I slept for ten hours last night. I woke up a few times. I don’t think I can avoid that anymore. I will see if I can do that again tonight.
I am not a fan of Palin at all. Ever since both of the vice-presidential candidates used the word “tolerate” and not “accept” in regards to homosexuality, they both lost my vote. She has left her position in Alaska to tour around and make thousands of dollars for her appearances and showing her face, because the Precidency is a popularity contest, and even when being...
That hilarious moment when your mother-in-law is beating the eggs to make a quiche and Beat It starts playing on the radio.
Not a big fan of quiche, so it’s these little things that make me happy.
Dear Mr. President...
Health and Jobs and Clean Energy?
Exercise Bikes + Magnets and Wires = Electricity
Give a person a bike and pay for what they generate.
When Is Easter? (Excel Module)
‘I know few of you are geeks. I am not worried that this will disappear ‘from your dash within a few minutes.
Public Const Synod = 29.53058867 Public Const BaseNewMoonDateString As String = “18/11/1998 9:36:00 pm”
‘The first Sunday after the first full moon ‘After the first day of spring (fall for southern hemisphere). ‘Can also be used in...
When I see posts about how miserable it is to have cramps and all the misery that goes with having a period, I like to remind the poster that females have five more years of life expectancy in return and that there is nothing a male or female can do to help at that point.
[insert troll image?]
Brilliant Idea of the Day
I want the NFL to have a chess tournament.
Hell… I want all sports to have one. I just want to hear the commentary.
everywordicantsay:
Celebrate, we will, for life is short, but sweet, for certain.
Be well.
You're crying because your boyfriend dumped you?...
infinitelovelike:
ladygagasbabies:
memoriescankill:
so true. i should try remembering this when i’m upset.
what if im one of those people? And just pretend like im not?
I hate things like this. Just because someone else has it worse doesn’t mean that my hurt is any less. The worst emotional pain I’ve ever felt is equal to the worst emotional pain anyone else has ever felt.
Even saying...
beatingheartbehindyou asked: I am curious to know why you always seem to have these keywords for each day. Are they for something specific? Like, a project of sorts, or are they just something that you do?
Today in a jumbled mess of keywords: passwords, dirty, debate, tooth, shopping, ankle, hoot, and chocolate milk.
Bella likes her weekly treat. It also helps the Allegra go down with less fuss. <3
Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep
So much in my mind tonight. All of you are in one way or another. I only have 26 followers. Only a few of you are strangers — less than a handful.
Key words for today: vicadin, strangle, rape, beat, like, bake, threads, shock, uncle, and lullaby.
Thoughts on Pink's New Video
I watched the unedited version. There was some blood that made my tummy roll a bit, but I am pretty sensitive to that. There was also a shot of a cut forearm with the word “perfect.” There wasn’t any metal to skin image. I am grateful for that.
I am happy that media are beginning to discuss SI and depression of all sources more frequently. The song and video are quite good...
Talking with a Friend Today...
A patient in their facility tried ending herself. My friend was to be the escort to the ER. Hours and hours passed, and the situation leveled off. She has a raport with the patient and calmed her. More hours passed, and she waited for her facility to send in the next person to replace her, as her shift would end. In the meantime, she was texting me.
I asked if she would get some sleep soon.
...
Talking VBScript (Using Excel Object Library)
‘Code loops through each argument and vocalizes
Dim arrArgs, intCounter Set arrArgs = WScript.Arguments For intCounter = 0 To WScript.Arguments.Count - 1 Say arrArgs(intCounter) Next
Sub Say(strInput) Dim objXL Set objXL = CreateObject(“Excel.Application”) objXL.Speech.Speak strInput objXL.Quit End Sub
What I Learned Today...
I learned that the word “Cancelled” is not a date. So if you are writing code that systematically aggregates data across days, weeks, months, and years, and the user of the data writes the word “Cancelled” into a column where a date is expected, then your code will break.
…and your report will look like trash…
…and nobody will know why…
...
Sessions are now monthly instead of semi-monthly. I hope I don’t forget. I think this is a good step.
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself...
– Sia - Breathe me (via sneakywaystobehappy)
scarletfurys asked: As the dark slowly starts to crawl across the horizon,the view from my window changes. It goes from a beautiful sky full of colors to nothing but shades of dark blue. There are no stars out tonight. The moon seems to keep its distance. I do not blame the moon, it does not wish to be consumed by the darkness. It wants to be that one ray of light, in the middle of the night. It wants to glow...
iloveyoumore-deactivated2011123 asked: It's not that weird that iceland got that name, as it's pretty cold there and ich. Compared to greenland, it's not, but iceland was discovered first.
Eirik Raude (Eirik the red, because of his red hair) a viking that most likely killed one of king Harald Hårfagre's men (first king of norway, as he united the country. As he did so, he let his hair grow, and...
Eirik Raude (Eirik the red, because of his red hair) a viking that most likely killed one of king Harald Hårfagre's men (first king of norway, as he united the country. As he did so, he let his hair grow, and...
I just had a brief sigh and a feeling that everything was ok. This is odd, because I am always worried about something. Maybe I’m about to die. I hope not.
I shared my list again. It seemed that some good came from it. I guess that is what it is for.
I would like to memorize MLKJr’s I have a Dream speech. That would be worth knowing.
I’ve been away too long. It’s only been a few days, but everyone has moved on. I am too tired to start today either. I am simply too busy.
iloveyoumore-deactivated2011123 asked: It's not that weird that iceland got that name, as it's pretty cold there and ich. Compared to greenland, it's not, but iceland was discovered first.
Eirik Raude (Eirik the red, because of his red hair) a viking that most likely killed one of king Harald Hårfagre's men (first king of norway, as he united the country. As he did so, he let his hair grow, and...
Eirik Raude (Eirik the red, because of his red hair) a viking that most likely killed one of king Harald Hårfagre's men (first king of norway, as he united the country. As he did so, he let his hair grow, and...
I’d like to think that I would be able withstand being tortured for some length of time, but I just had a chip lodge itself vertically in my mouth sharply jabbing the roof. I could not open my mouth any further, and I could not close it either.
I was brought down by a chip.
I’m a wuss.
Nobody Knows Me At All: Socially Awkward →
nervousnerves:
You check your phone, because you have nothing to contribute to the conversation.
Wait for the right time to say something, you get interrupted. Twice
Someone you vaguely know is walking in front of you. You maintain distance.
Hold the door for some. They’re slightly too far away.
Someone comes online, you say “hey”, they go offline.
You go in for the high-five....
MMMMmmmmm
Ghirardelli Intense Dark Sea Salt Soiree is flippin’ delicious.
And I never knew how to spell soiree before, either!
SQLosis: the degraded querying ability due to heavy lifting and/or celery consumption. Pronounced “sequel-O-sis.”
Medication: SELECT TOP 2 * FROM tblBottle;
Recurrance: 6 hours
Known Side Effects: Passenger-side ear deafness
scarletfurys:
I wish you were here, standing beside me. Silently reminding me that this is what needs to be done. I wish you were here, keeping me company, keeping me safe. But you’re not. I have to do this alone. I hope I can do this. I hope I can find it somewhere inside me.
Nothing has changed in the distance between us. That means you have to accept that whatever you walk forward...
Do Muslims feel the same about Al Qaeda as Christians feel about WBC?