Anonymous asked: I didn't give in, and I'm doing better now :)
Anonymous asked: I keep getting these mental images of me self harming again. I'll find I can't relax or turn off my brain, and that's all I'll be able to think about. Just what it'd be like to do it again. I won't actually go through with it, but this can't be healthy :( Sorry, just had to share with someone, and I trust you to not over-react to things.
Shine On: Unhappy with your life...? →
onelostsoulswiminginafishbowl: Keep running head on into that brick wall, it’s gotta break sometime soon. Keep fucking up you relationships with your abandonment issues, they’re going to leave you anyway. Keep blaming all your problems on depression/anxiety/your childhood/the cat, if you’ve got a crutch then use it I say. … I think there are some constructive, valid steps listed...
pah: I see a #FF0000 door and I want to paint it #000000 I #FF0000 this, and I wondered what -#FF0000 looked like.
Just watched the 2012 White House Correspondents...
Best part was the First Lady’s reaction to the joke “What’s the difference between a pitbull and a soccer mom?” You can see it in her face… “oh you just so nasty.”
Laundry... and lots of it.
I worked over 17 hours yesterday.
Anonymous asked: hats off to the bull - chevelle; walk away - ffdp; irresistable force - jane's addiction. my left hand is fleshy. it also has a ring on it with a silver rose. and it's decorated with black nail polish. i'm a fan of re-posting things that call attention to infractions of social liberties or things that talk about people being awesome to one another.
asking all of you...
Name two songs you heard today. Name a third song you hadn’t heard today but still sang in your head. Describe your left hand in three sentences. What is your favorite subject matter to Like and/or reblog?
Happiness becomes joy when it can be shared. ...
Anonymous asked: I have a feeling you hate me, and you should.
Anonymous asked: Have you ever found yourself in the annoying situation where all of a sudden you realize your hands are super super gritty feeling (despite being 'clean') for pretty much no reason at all? All you did was go about your daily business and now they're all gross feeling. I think that's how OCD is born.
follow your horrible little heart!: kujmous:... →
kujmous: arthurdentures: i had a dream carl sagan and i talked about evolution (i really need to stop watching cosmos when i go to bed) and we were talking about the ‘autism boom’ and what if it’s an evolutionary thing. it weirded me out when i woke up. Feels like it is more… I would not suppose that all genetic mutations are advatageous by default. Evolution throws these changes...
arthurdentures: i had a dream carl sagan and i talked about evolution (i really need to stop watching cosmos when i go to bed) and we were talking about the ‘autism boom’ and what if it’s an evolutionary thing. it weirded me out when i woke up. Feels like it is more de-evolutionary. I feel like we, as a species, are so frazzled with data inputs that we are hurting ourselves. The fact that...
I've Forgotten Everything
…until someone says your name.
Your eyes say disdain. Your tone says obligation. It’s obvious you’re lying. Stop.
Anonymous asked: You can be taken for granted by someone who does not love you and that you do not love. I love you means I will accept you, but it's definitely to possible to love someone without letting them take you for granted. You can love someone from a distance, and sometimes it's even necessary to do that until another doesn't take you for granted. Being accepted/ accepting someone else are...
Why does love cause so much hurt?
Because “I love you” and “you can take me for granted” are the same. Your first inkling will be to disagree with this. That is natural. Being taken for granted is such a painful feeling. Who would want that? Think about how you love and how you want to be loved, and see if you disagree afterwards. What is love if there is no implicit expectaction of acceptance or...
I'm drowning in my own thoughts.
I am drowning in my oughts.
arthurdentures: this is like the shittiest resume ever i do not know how to describe what i do and make it sound awesome “uh i do laundry” http://www.lettersofnote.com/2012/03/skills-of-da-vinci.html Here is da Vinci’s resume? Maybe it will help?